Past, Present, Future Self.

Past, Present, Future Self

My name is Emma Loveheart, and my spiritual journey, (and we are all on one whatever your beliefs), is definitely one of discovery. Waking up today, I realised that I have three main blocks in my life. My past me, my present me and my future me.

There is much well directed advice out there to encourage us to live in the now and yet our brains constantly remind us of the past or tell us we will be happy in the future. How many of you when asked the question; ‘what do you want in life?’, respond with the answer, ‘to be happy’ ?

I would guess it is most of us, I know I have said that to myself all my life. Every birthday I had when I blew out the candles on my cake, my wish was to be happy. But what we are doing is pinning our happiness to a future event, or attaching our lack of happiness to past events. This is our brain hard at work tricking us into mis-beliefs.


We will all have experienced some trauma in our early childhood. Experiences will vary greatly and will be different to different people, but they will be there. To protect ourselves from these traumas, our brain separates the part of us that emotionally felt the trauma, so that we don’t have to keep reliving the experience. This is the beginning of disconnecting ourselves from ourselves. But it works! We can bury the emotion and get on with our lives. But here’s the catch; we are not meant to be disconnected. Our spiritual journey in this life is to be connected to ourselves and love. When we disconnect we struggle, and life just keeps throwing us curve balls. When we connect, we can love and be loved. The curve balls are reminders that we have disconnected and need to go through some healing. When we don’t acknowledge there is some healing to do within, the challenges increase. Either, we constantly come up against blocks, or we get ill. All these challenges are actually assignments and opportunities to learn and grow. But when we have the awareness of this and can acknowledge the challenge and learn from it, that’s when life starts to flow and miracles can happen.


So, I expect most of you would say you have issues with money and don’t have enough. I know I do. In fact, I have always felt that, and money can be very time consuming from an energy perspective. Life today presents itself with lots of financial burdens such as a house and a car, which are now seen as essentials and minimum requirements, and yet can be huge commitments. We are also presented with so many opportunities to have experiences, such as eating out, travelling, and entertainment. The lack of money to do everything we want eats away at us. And yet, if you were to truly answer do you have a money problem right now, in this very moment, do you? As I sit writing this article on my PC, I don’t have a money problem. I am thinking what to write and thinking it might be lunch time soon, but money problems do not actually exist in the here and now. In other words, although we may feel we have constant money issues, for the majority of our time we don’t. The point is bringing everything back into perspective. If you truly connect with the here and now, you have no problems at all. You only have you.


How many times have you said to yourself, ‘when I get ‘x’, I will be happy’? This could be the dream house, the perfect partner, or a certain level of income. Just like me blowing out my birthday candles and wishing to be happy, I was attaching my happiness on an outcome in the future. But guess what? Yes, the future never happens! The future will always be in the future. We put so much of our energy into the future that we can never be happy in the now. It’s impossible as we are constantly telling ourselves happiness is attached to something. I have done this myself in looking for the perfect relationship. I have told myself that when I have the perfect person in my life, I will finally feel complete and fulfilled. Well, that’s a tough order for someone! Of course, the reality is I am already fulfilled and have all the love around me I need right now. The truth is, by putting an attachment onto a future event, I can’t see what I already have around me. We owe it to ourselves to accept what we have in the now and be grateful.


I realise this is always easier said than done. I am still battling away after years of awareness! It’s about recognising this is ok and it can take time as you are changing life time and genetic habits. My sharing this is a good reminder for me too.


To help you reconnect with yourself, my previous article (Working Intuitively in Life) on tips to work more intuitively may help you get back on track. It has to be little steps in retraining yourself, but at least you know you are not alone.

I am also hosting my first ever live event on the evening of 1st May 2019 in Newbury, Berkshire. With my colleague Heidi, Pranic Healer, we will be sharing our wisdom on working with life, sharing tips and advice from our own learning.

Headaches and Bad Business after moving

Chris got in touch with me after searching on google for help with bad energy in the home.

She had already had some feng shui carried out on the house, but the practitioner had noted there was some bad energy there which was spiritual and that she could not resolve.

Five months after moving into a dream home in the country, Chris had suffered unrefreshed sleep and headaches and her husband had seen his business decline, with customers not returning calls.

My assessment of the house showed very high geopathic stress, although the number of negative blocks was not extreme.

There was dark psychic energy at work though, which I pinpointed to be at the rear of the house. This was coupled with entities in the electrical network and the plumbing network.

The overall vitality of the house was 34%.

What I found was the energy of a gremlin type creature at the back right of the house. It brought with it a damp and mouldy energy. I also found the spirit of a previous owner trying to protect the house from the gremlin. He may have stopped it from causing havoc all over the house.

I was able to move both on and Chris immediately got in touch to say her headaches had subsided and she had slept the best in many months.

They also found a buried horseshoe at the entrance gate and I believe this to have been buried there to protect the house against evil spirits. It made me think the gremlin had been there a long time, possible before the house was built, but had never been detected or moved.

I am pleased to say that wellbeing has improved for both and business is busy again.

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